Dear God,

this is the first time to me to write for You and put it in a blog.

i think it's a cool way to talk to You, coz i often sitting in front of my pc... and i can talk to You more comfortable this way.

today is the independent day of Indonesia. my country, well, i often says that i want to leave this country, but that's not mean that i don't love Indonesia. i pray for Indonesia, so that You can show Your real mighty to us, and that everyone here will confess You as God... the only one and only, Jesus Christ.

besides that.. right now i feel so sad. it's about Jose... i think, he doesn't care about me anymore. tonight he will attend his friend's birthday, named Yesi. no, i'm not get jealous or what, it's ok for me coz i have so many boy friends too ( i mean really my (only) friends whose are boys). but... why we are so far away? i have try to not thinking about this, but still i keep thinking about this. i mean, he loves You too, he is Your child too, and we seems to be a REALLY PERFECT couple IF we are not so far away.

i dunno God... i feel so tired now,.... but i remember one of Your song. wait, let me put it on..... oh i can't find it. but it's ok, i remember the lyrics... You say "you feel that no one wants you, but that doesn't mean that no one cares about you" that song really encourage me God.... i can feel Your love in that song. it made me think that i have You.. i always do...

maybe so many troubles will come into my life, but it's ok coz You will stay here with me, at my side always... how i love You Lord... please guide me so that i keep walking in Your path.

Good night God...