Letters For God: August 2006

Letters For God

Monday, August 28, 2006

forgiven

Dear God,

You know that Jose has break my heart, but You open my heart to forgive him. Now I feel so good and comfort, I know this is Your plan. You wants me to learn carrying my cross. I forgive him coz he is Your child and I know You love him too, and I know, that You have forgive him too coz You are a good Father to us.
God, I wanna thank You for all things You've made me learn. Even if now I lose Jose, I know You will give the best for me becoz You love me. And You have a perfect plan for my life.
Guide me to walk in Your path always Lord, hold me close in Your arms...

posted by Mita @ 4:29 AM 0 comments

Friday, August 25, 2006

how can it be?

It's like a lightning struck above me God, how can jose do those things? i was think it's maybe just a joke, but now.. he really did those awful things to tira. oh God, you know that i am hurt... really hurt... what should i do now? it's feels like there's empty space in my heart now.
help me God, give me strength... please....

posted by Mita @ 2:42 AM 0 comments

Sunday, August 20, 2006

ummm.... thx God

Dear God,
I wanna say thank you for all the things You gave to me, yesterday and today. For me it's really amazing. That I had a wonderful weekend, and today, i had ones of my dreams come true, lol. My new curly wavy hair looks so beautiful. Thanks Lord.... ^_^

posted by Mita @ 4:19 AM 0 comments

Friday, August 18, 2006

Piercing

Dear God,

i just pierce my ear... um, honestly i feel great. LoL.

Um God, i'm sure You know what happened last night with me and Jose, i really think that i will lose him. that was close God, really close. but i remember last night i said Your name before i open his text. as You know... i have give this relation to Your hand from the first time i begin it.

You know what exactly i am feeling Lord... You know we're just connect to each other from cell phone. i know it sounds silly to the world, and even for me. but i'm sure about one thing, nothing's impossible to You.

i'm so glad that last night Jose said that he loves me so much.... and that time, when i almost lose him, i realize that i love him so and i don't wanna lose him. i'm sure You have a perfect plan for my future.

Thank you for all the bless You gave me God, please make me stay in Your arms always. and remind me if i started leaving You.

i love you Jesus...

posted by Mita @ 7:28 AM 0 comments

When You Say That You Love Me

you feel that u lonely

that doesn't proof that you alone

you feel that nobody wants you

doesn't mean that no one cares about you

listen to the words I say

for I will always by your side

you mean everything to Me

and I'll never leave you coz i love you so

if you think that you're nothing

but for me you are something beautiful

you think that you can't do anything

but you can do a lot of things with me

so listen to the words i say

for i always be by your side

you mean everything to Me

and i will never leave you coz I love you so

when I say that I love you

it means that I give the best for you

when I say that I love you

I will give everything for you

no more fears about the future

and blame for the past

I give everything

when I say that I love you

posted by Mita @ 7:19 AM 0 comments

Thursday, August 17, 2006

Dear God,

this is the first time to me to write for You and put it in a blog.

i think it's a cool way to talk to You, coz i often sitting in front of my pc... and i can talk to You more comfortable this way.

today is the independent day of Indonesia. my country, well, i often says that i want to leave this country, but that's not mean that i don't love Indonesia. i pray for Indonesia, so that You can show Your real mighty to us, and that everyone here will confess You as God... the only one and only, Jesus Christ.

besides that.. right now i feel so sad. it's about Jose... i think, he doesn't care about me anymore. tonight he will attend his friend's birthday, named Yesi. no, i'm not get jealous or what, it's ok for me coz i have so many boy friends too ( i mean really my (only) friends whose are boys). but... why we are so far away? i have try to not thinking about this, but still i keep thinking about this. i mean, he loves You too, he is Your child too, and we seems to be a REALLY PERFECT couple IF we are not so far away.

i dunno God... i feel so tired now,.... but i remember one of Your song. wait, let me put it on..... oh i can't find it. but it's ok, i remember the lyrics... You say "you feel that no one wants you, but that doesn't mean that no one cares about you" that song really encourage me God.... i can feel Your love in that song. it made me think that i have You.. i always do...

maybe so many troubles will come into my life, but it's ok coz You will stay here with me, at my side always... how i love You Lord... please guide me so that i keep walking in Your path.

Good night God...

posted by Mita @ 4:07 AM 0 comments

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